I suddenly thought of this last night, and how it would have downed if I got a club lead instead. Drawing trumps would have to be combined with creating entries to the closed hand, and one small screwup would have made it down.
We’re truly rediscovering things all the time.
is why people can’t trust us to know what’s important, and not believe that we won’t start getting down to work in time.
On a side note, OBK post coming up soon.
I hoped they did.
Then at least the year would have started on a brighter note, even if I’m going to kill myself anyway.
I saw two of them. I’d use the first to wish it’d happen, and the second one to make sure that the first doesn’t malfunction.
That’s if they worked.
But they don’t, and I’m left here.
My fingers are losing dexterity for some reason. Maybe it’s ‘cos the Korea cold is getting to me. Doing runs on my guitar hasn’t been easy of late.
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I do hope this year will be a better year.
Not just for me, but for every one out there.
Ask me about it, really. I’ll put up a blog post on it soon, but I’m just here to say that
It rocked.
I have to admit – we weren’t as bonded as the other watch, but at the same time, I could still feel that we really came together at points.
Thank you to all of you guys – Bing, Yingying, Clarence, Denise, Arina, Chin Hwee, Andrea, Mark, Grace, Heng Jing, Ben, Noah. You’ve made this experience one I’m not going to forget anytime at all.
I was talking to a friend, too, about some stuff.
This is my answer:
I have no answer – until I find an answer that I’m more comfortable with.
I may very well be attempting the impossible now, but even then, it’s not going to stop me from doing my best.
Especially when you haven’t been putting in your fair share over the past few months.
PW wasn’t meant to be a solo project. It’s mine as much as it is everyone else’s in the team. I think putting in as much effort as the rest of the others should be the ideal case, honestly.
If you know you haven’t been putting in as much effort as the rest, then accept it, and accept that you will naturally have lesser credit to your name. It doesn’t make sense to not be happy because you know what was coming.
I only really have one thing to say. You brought this on yourself, so don’t blame anyone else for it.
but that aside, I haven’t exactly been happy with what’s been happening.
Promos and all. Mmhm.
Every now and then, maybe once every fifteen years or so, there comes along someone who just hits you like that – someone you can’t really forget, no matter how hard you really do try.
Maybe some part of you doesn’t really want to forget. Who knows.
GG kthx.
Sigh.
I don’t wanna be posting like some emo kid (sorry mark i’m not one), but I can’t remember when I haven’t been not stressed by a test up till this point yet.
